| yay! bsb has inspired me! :D |
[Jul. 25th, 2005|01:26 pm] |
beginnings of a new song by moi
"My Heart Doesn't"
you came to me, middle of a night
told me forever was done
you'd met a guy named john / someone named dawn
you're sorry
never meant to hurt me
and you'll call from time to time
you said that i'd be fine...
Chorus:
My heart doesn't want to hurt
No, my heart doesn't want to feel this pain
But it - no, I can't explain
I can't forget you
(and what we went through)
My heart doesn't want to forget
(not just yet)
So what can i do?
Though a voice inside my head
(that sounds a lot like yours)
keeps saying I should just move on
my crazy heart doesn't
my heart doesn't want to
doesn't want to carry on -
not without yours beside it,
so how will we move on?
(sing chorus)
my heart doesn't wanna carry on
it's too cold and lonely without you, babe
oh, what can i do?
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(Completed Song that i also wrote yest and today)
"How Much Would it Take?":
Vacant, cold, empty eyes
That's all i see when i close my own
What happened to you? You're so gone.
What happened to us; what did i do?
I'm so lost, all I can do is blame... me.
Chorus:
If only your heart would break
I always wonder, how much more would it take?
If you came to me with a different regret in your eyes
those sad, lifeless eyes
oh, baby, I'd be appeased
so please, please
come - look at me,
I can move you
I'll wake you up
All you have to do
is tell me - how much would it take?
[Spoken]
Your foolish heart turned on your soul
You changed overnight
but I'm sure I did my part
What else could explain
how things became not-so-right?
I wonder if I changed too;
how much would it take?
[Chorus]
How much would it take
for you to be awake,
to be alive
and in my kiss again?
I can't get the question off my mind -
Baby, how much love would it take?
If only your heart would break
oh, baby, what would it take?
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chorus to unfinished song, "Can't Help It":
my heart needs you, my baby
don't you ever leave me
i'd rather have you grieve (over) me
i'm sorry
but i just can't help it
i know it's selfish
but that would be my very first wish
cuz without you i know
my body will just ache
i know my mind would go insane
and i wouldn't know who to blame. |
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| about a friend |
[Apr. 2nd, 2005|10:22 am] |
are we
two of a kind?
when you're sad
i don't know what to do
our situations are so complicated now
the older we get, the more complex things become
so there isn't much at all
you CAN do
that we can do
i've been good at giving advice
but now they are only words
i care so much
WE care so much
we're forced to live in the future
every chance we get
daydreams
keep us alive
keep us hopeful
but daydreams don't come easy to you
you're too real
you can only live in a realistic world
that seems like a blessing
and a curse...
...for it keeps us distant
and you too real. |
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| oh - my - gosh. |
[Apr. 2nd, 2005|10:21 am] |
yeah, this is kinda scary... lol.
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| stolen from wishstardust |
[Mar. 31st, 2005|02:32 pm] |
yay! i LOVE disney!
 | You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever.
Sleeping Beauty | | 94% | Goofy | | 81% | Ariel | | 75% | Cinderella | | 75% | The Beast | | 63% | Peter Pan | | 56% | Pinocchio | | 50% | Snow White | | 44% | Cruella De Ville | | 38% | Donald Duck | | 25% | </td>
Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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 | You scored as The Beast. Just because your guy's a Beast on the outside, doesn't mean he is on the inside! He'll control his temper for a beautiful, but down-to-earth girl like you!
John Smith | | 75% | The Beast | | 75% | Prince Eric | | 69% | Prince Charming | | 56% | Prince Phillip | | 56% | Aladdin | | 44% | </td>
Who's your Disney Guy?
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[Mar. 29th, 2005|09:04 pm] |
MustangsRockLv: hey, you.
informationbymik: sup sexy
MustangsRockLv:
MustangsRockLv: haha, nm i guess
informationbymik: aww im sry
informationbymik: whats new?
MustangsRockLv: boy troubles, but that's not really new for me o.c.
informationbymik: aww i sry
informationbymik: if you came up here iw ould make you feel all apreciated and sexy and wear you out
informationbymik: lol
MustangsRockLv: ha - yeah sure
informationbymik:
informationbymik: promise i would
MustangsRockLv: oh yeah - how?
informationbymik: first id take you out, have dinner, get tipsy
informationbymik: bring you back here, kiss you all over and touch you with a flower
informationbymik: then make sweet sweet love till you drop
informationbymik:
MustangsRockLv: hahaha - yes, but you love kelsey, so that would never happen
informationbymik: grrr
MustangsRockLv: ??
informationbymik: lol just bein odd and horny
MustangsRockLv: haha, ok
MustangsRockLv: i kinda fgrd
MustangsRockLv: ;p
informationbymik: grarrr
informationbymik: lets play
informationbymik: hehe
MustangsRockLv: uh, no i have a headache
informationbymik: grr
informationbymik: why does everyone use that excuse
MustangsRockLv: o cmn it's not like i would anyway
MustangsRockLv: and truly i do
MustangsRockLv: unfort
informationbymik: gr
MustangsRockLv: alrighty gotta work in the morn - must sleep
MustangsRockLv: tata michael!
informationbymik: grr
informationbymik: night deary
MustangsRockLv: nite nite, boy
MustangsRockLv: ;)
informationbymik: *kissy face*
MDScaver: well hello there
MustangsRockLv: hey! wow - i didn't think you'd send me a mesg, at least not so soon, lol
MustangsRockLv: how are ya hottie?
MDScaver: im ok, i just got back up on campus about an hour ago
MustangsRockLv: oh ok, easter was good then?
MDScaver: it was nice
MDScaver: last night was great though
MustangsRockLv: hmm, gee i wonder what you did
MDScaver: you wouldnt guess so i wont hold it against you
MustangsRockLv: ok so you'l tell me?
MDScaver: i just hung out with some friends
MustangsRockLv: ???
MDScaver: and when everybody went home i drove around baltimore for about an hour and a half
MustangsRockLv: oh, i hate you!! i wish i could have gone! i love baltimore!
MDScaver: well you live pretty close to it
MustangsRockLv: yeah, but you never call me so how was i to know your "plans" and i had to work last nite
MustangsRockLv: still there, natey? haha
MustangsRockLv: alright, well i'm watchin a show - be back lata
MDScaver: yea im here but i was watching a show so thats why im kinda quiet
MustangsRockLv: oh haha, k ttyl!
MDScaver: you would go and watcha show
MDScaver: but ill ttyl
MustangsRockLv: meh, i just wanted to see if my new crush was on so meh meh
MDScaver: you and your crushes
MustangsRockLv: haha, yeah, i was just thinking about that
MDScaver: so is it someone completly new now?
MustangsRockLv: uh huh - some1 at work
MustangsRockLv: it's becoming more than a crush tho
MustangsRockLv: i'm falling so in love
MustangsRockLv: we have a date this wknd i CAN'T wait!
MDScaver: so then i guess he does feel the same way?
MustangsRockLv: well, he flirts with me A LOT, which of course might not mean anything, and it's more like a "we're gonna hang out as friends and see what hpns" kind of thing.
MDScaver: yes but a lot can happen from that
MustangsRockLv: hehe, yeah, i guess - i'm hopeful
MustangsRockLv: so u've been with megan almost the whole year!! that's pretty good.
MDScaver: well its almost been 6 months
MustangsRockLv: cool
MDScaver: it will be 5 months this friday actually
MustangsRockLv: r u happy?
MDScaver: yea
MustangsRockLv: that's really good.
MDScaver: yu[
MDScaver: *yup
MustangsRockLv: you seem more mature... or different somehow... is that accurate to say?
MDScaver: yea that might be
MDScaver: its always hard to tell b/c i have lived with myself
MustangsRockLv: ha, ok
MustangsRockLv: is megan with ya right now?
MDScaver: nah she went to sleep awhile ago
MustangsRockLv: ok... so you care a lot for megan... i don't think you'd really cheat on her, would you?
MDScaver: no, but why do you ask?
MustangsRockLv: b/c two months ago you were sayin you would
MustangsRockLv: do you spend a lot of time with her?
MDScaver: not too much actually
MustangsRockLv: ok
MustangsRockLv: okie dokie, sexy, gtg - need to sleep, got work in the morning
MustangsRockLv: thanks for chatting. i miss ya. toodles.
MDScaver: alright then, ill tty some time
MDScaver: yea i wont be home until like mid may
MustangsRockLv: yeah... hopefully by then i'll be in a stable relationship or something... ttys!
MDScaver: hmmm... or maybe...
MDScaver: lol j/k
MustangsRockLv: don't do that to me!! u were my first love! i may never get totally over you.. you have such a strong power over me nate! believe me, i'm quite jealous of ur megan - i sure hope she's a very awesome girl :p .... i still really wanna.. oi nm i should NOT go there, hahaha
g'night - i'm gonna go have sweet sweet dreams |
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| "impatient heart" |
[Mar. 28th, 2005|10:34 pm] |
lonely heart,
when will you find satisfaction?
discover deeper love?
exalt in truest companionship
that has a romantic base
full of passion,
devoid of questions?
why
can you not be content?
b/c you are alone
you have no love
that will last forever...
until you and your partner
are long gone.
but you have faith
just an impatient kind,
and who can blame you
after what they've put you through? |
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